I keep worrying that, what if my life is actually really easy and I'm the one making it hard? Am I just complaining too much? Expecting something better when it isn't an option? Maybe everyone feels like I feel all the time, emotionally and physically, but I'm the one complaining about it? I'm the one... Continue Reading →
We've all be there, that moment when we are certain we can't go another minute with things as they are.
My sister told me a few days ago that she was having a hard time forgiving a close family member for betrayal, and she said she was afraid she was sinning by not forgiving immediately. It was a statement but a question too. She wanted to know what I thought. Funny how the woman who... Continue Reading →
I’m feeling an enormous amount of shame today, shame and worthlessness and everything that comes with them: hopelessness, sorrow, anger, lethargy, self-judgment. The trigger was a typical “not what I’m looking for” rejection, nothing significant, but I think I must have been ripe for the attack of shame and the sense of unwanted-ness that has... Continue Reading →